there they go. theyre flying away.

Well... I started the new semester out great. Getting schwasted both nights Ive been back and then getting sick all over the place last night. And again, just like in Chicago, someone put my hair in a ponytail for me. I love myself. Im not embarrased about anything I do at all. Ever. I think Ill write a book about how perfect my life is. I love everything about everything right now. Yes...

Anyways, if youre done being jealous of my fantasticalness, I will tell you that the Lappy 8100 has been updated from Windows 98 to XP. So now I have iTunes and camera softwears which means pictures. Finally. So heres the first one. I like this picture so much. Its from New Years at Aaron's. We look so happy. I love being happy. I know that I used to be happier. And that just makes me sadder. Why cant I be the same right now? Probably because of classes, dorm rooms, salads. Everything is always the same and I hate that. So Im really going to try to be happy from now on. Im really really going to try. Believe me.