what are we watching tonight

I want to go somewhere. Like a used book store. In another town. In another state.

if im anything in the world, im definitely an apple pumpkin

Frenchy french french french. Today was very frenchy. I wore my Umbrellas of Cherbourg shirt to remind myslef to watch the movie for film class. And I did. So my homework is done. And also the dining hall was having a frnch theme or something. I was kind of upset not to see the french toast and the french fies and the french dressing like in Better Off Dead. Thats a good movie. I wish I could have watched that for film class. Anyways, even though I didnt see those frenchy foods, at least they had an Eifell Tower made of cheese. That made me happy. And the frenchy frenchy Amelie music playing very loudly in the rooms. I love french stuff.

they spelled it wrong

I decided this morning to write about some crazy things but I cant remember all of them now... Ill try.

Yesterday I went to the Walgreens to get some things and I guess the Bears game was on. But why should I have known about that? I dont like football. Anyways, I was paying for my stuff as someone got on the intercom and said "Attention Walgreens shoppers, the Bears will be going to the super bowl. They have just beat the blah blahs with a score of forty blah to blah." So I laughed a little and then walked out the door to go back to the bus stop. Thats when all the drunkies decided to stumble out onto the streets and start screaming and wooting and also throwing snowballs. Dangerous. I got hit twice. Just for walking down the street. They probably all knew that all I was thinking was "Why does this matter?" and they were angry at me. O well. I still dont care about football.

Last night as I was trying to fall asleep I was in that half awake half asleep kind of thing and my roommate was still doing homework so the lights were on and I might have been talking deliriously. I thought this was funny until I woke myself up and then couldnt fall back asleep. Then as I was half awake half asleep this morning when my alarm was going off I guess I was dreaming that I was in the bathroom across the hall. I could hear the cleaning lady in there in real life. Even though I was kind of asleep. Anyways, in the dream I made coffee and put it in a cup but then I saw that it said Judy on it which is the name of the real life cleaning lady. So in the dream I dumped out the coffee and cleaned the cup. Then I woke up in real life and made some coffee that I didnt even drink. I just really wanted to make some.

Today I was crossing Wright Street to go back to my dorm after Psyc and there were a lot of people on the street. I wasnt paying attention to much because it was cold out until I hear a scream and look up to see some girl flying over her handle bars. Some people came to help but the girl decided she was ok and rode away. I cant remember having a reaction to this. It was just something that happened.

I have a night class tonight. Its my film lab. Were watching North By Northwest. I think Im excited. I like movies. And I think Im glad that I have the lab at night. Movies are better at night.

i was fond of y o u

Im bored! And its three in the morning! So why not update pictures?!

First of first of all, my pup Monster. I miss him. We used to cuddle.

Now next, pictures I took when I got home from the party tonight that got broken up by the police. It was very funny. Everyone started screaming and running around so I just laughed and then stood for a while with Evan and then we got our coats and left. I liked that part of the night. It was my favorite.

The next updates are from when I was at home. New Years and the Second New Years. They were lots of fun. I wanted break to go for longer. Forever actually. Its so long before I get to go back home. It makes me kind of sad. I think that even though Im having fun down here and everything that Ill go back home a few times. I like it there too. Even if most people are gone. Schwhatevs.

PS - I lied. I do like the new Shins CD. I dont like how my iPod puts the songs out of order so I cant fix it but all the same, some of the songs are groooooood.

i get to wear another dress and count in time

Second Eve (And Eve of the Second) New Years Reenactment Party For Kevin. At Dr. Becki With An I Nuttall Esq.'s house.

thats an ugly wave

New Years at Depaul.









It got angry. The second part of New Years is next.

part two?

I am pleading with you to help me.

PLEASE help me find a way to get my hair to stop sticking straight up like this every day.

Everyday, no matter what. the hair. sticks right out from my head.

jazzy stylings

I had my first class this morning. Actually I woke up early to find that my first class had been canceled so I went back to sleep. Then I went to my next class. It was calc therefore very boring. And it is very cold outside. I wanted to throw up as I was walking. On my way back to my dorm I was walking towards two girls I think, one of them could have been a boy. But as I was getting closer I could hear them say as they were looking directly at me "Is that her? It could be her. Is it her? Noo I dont think its her. How embarrasing!" Yes. Im sure it was embarrasing for them. They were very loud, the girl and the whatever.

Now Im waiting to go to my second math class. I think thats great. Taking two math classes in a semester. Im very happy with that.

Heres a picture of a book I got for Christmas. I love it a lot. Its called I Like You, Hospitality Under the Influence by Amy Sedaris. Its a clever book. Im excited for when Ill have a coffee table next year so it can sit there.



O, ps - Last night I went to a friends house with Stephanie and Erik Brickman for movies. Movies didnt work out seeing as there was no dvd player so we ended up watching all of Air Bud 2: Golden Reciever from On Demand. Very enjoyable. The night ended with some Scrubs and the Nature. It was very intense. It reminded me of NOVA, but if you arent smart enough for it. You have to be smart to watch NOVA. so I guess Nature is for the people who arent smart enough for it. Like me. And all we saw were animals eating other animals. A baboon and an antelope got into a fight because the baboon was trying to steal a baby antelope. And a whale ate a bird trying to eat a fish. And the crocodiles ate pretty much everything.

there they go. theyre flying away.

Well... I started the new semester out great. Getting schwasted both nights Ive been back and then getting sick all over the place last night. And again, just like in Chicago, someone put my hair in a ponytail for me. I love myself. Im not embarrased about anything I do at all. Ever. I think Ill write a book about how perfect my life is. I love everything about everything right now. Yes...

Anyways, if youre done being jealous of my fantasticalness, I will tell you that the Lappy 8100 has been updated from Windows 98 to XP. So now I have iTunes and camera softwears which means pictures. Finally. So heres the first one. I like this picture so much. Its from New Years at Aaron's. We look so happy. I love being happy. I know that I used to be happier. And that just makes me sadder. Why cant I be the same right now? Probably because of classes, dorm rooms, salads. Everything is always the same and I hate that. So Im really going to try to be happy from now on. Im really really going to try. Believe me.